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Stygian-Apocalypse
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A Father's Dream _ Biploar Illusion

  • Type mp3 | Uploaded Wed, 05 Aug 2020 23:44:19 +0100
  • File size 5,682.36 Kylobytes | Track # 13
  • Year 2020 | Album Not available
  • Genre Alternative | Comments

    What is life without meaning? What does life be come when there is no desire for success? How does one go on living when music is their only outlet?
    Self destructive behavior and memories of the past that refuse to be silenced invoke feelings of uselessness.
    After many years of trying to find out who I am from the many that reside within I have come to comprehend that i shall never know.
    I have been a hater of my own life for as long as I can remember and for the self loathing to stop, the inner me has to love the outer me and vice versa, to turn the lead that I was born into white gold. Each song I compose is a reflection of my subconscious becoming conscious. My shadow showing its face.
    As I accept my shadow side I see all the hidden potential, as one who has been forced to accept the darkness within I see music as a gateway to other realms of consciousness.

    Ooh, What a life?
    Reflections of the past I see before me
    Ooh, To be right
    about the life that's passing right before my very eyes
    Ooh, Can you see me
    Projection parting ways, lost memories, set alight
    Now, I'm alive now
    To Know myself and my inner secrets vying to see the light

    (Instrumental)

    Always wondering upon the thoughts from the past, I never thought I'd get to where my thoughts would come to pass

    All the things I wanted to be were set in front of me
    I never saw that which in store if only I could see.
    My father's love I wanted more I couldn't see through the pain,
    I cursed and blamed him for his ways of bringing out my gain.

    If I could only see
    the hero that I looked for, is me

    Written by (MZC) Stygian Apocalypse

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Acoustic Guitar, Background Singer, Banjo, Bass Guitar, DJ, Drums, Electronic Music, Harmonica, Keyboard, Lead Guitar, Other, Other Percussion, Piano, Rhythm Guitar, Saxophone, Steel guitar, Violin, Vocalist, Vocalist - Alto, Vocalist - Baritone, Vocalist - Bass, Vocalist - Soprano, Vocalist - Tenor.

ABOUT

I came here to host my music compositions for my enjoyment. I did not expect others to like my musical ability though I am grateful for the people who have liked and fanned me.

I have expressed my thoughts and feelings in sound and although I am not up to industry standards for recording I am improving each and every song and piece of music.

Thank you for following me as I compose. I do this all alone although would really love to meet up and collaborate with other musicians. My skill is little and so i continue to learn.

Once again, thank you for visiting and listening.

Screen name:
Stygian-Apocalypse
Member since:
Aug 25 2016
Active over 1 month ago
Level of commitment:
Just for Fun
Years playing music:
30
Gigs played:
10 to 50
Tend to practice:
2-3 times per week
Available to gig:
2-3 nights a week

Instrument experience:

Vocalist:
Moderate
Rhythm Guitar:
Moderate
Acoustic Guitar:
Moderate
Keyboard:
Intermediate

EQUIPMENT

Danelectro 59 Guitar

Zoom G1on Modelling pedal

15 watt practice amplifier

Octa Core Music Workstation

Hex Core Sampler Edit Station

Using Drum Kits From Hell Sampler in Sony Acid 4 whilst incorporating Fruity loops 10 Pro for my Midi accompaniment.