richard474966

SEEKING

Band to Join, Accordion, Acoustic Guitar, Background Singer, Bagpipes, Banjo, Bass Guitar, Cello, Clarinet, DJ, Dobro, Drums, Electronic Music, Fiddle, Flute, Harmonica, Harp, Keyboard, Lead Guitar, Mandolin, Other, Other Percussion, Piano, Rhythm Guitar, Saxophone, Steel guitar, Trombone, Trumpet, Ukulele, Upright bass, Violin, Vocalist, Vocalist - Alto, Vocalist - Baritone, Vocalist - Bass, Vocalist - Soprano, Vocalist - Tenor.

ABOUT

I’m an erratic and wildly manic 40 year old who absolutely and quite spontaneously has decidedly and rather committedly determined joining a band is quite fantastically an imperative course of action, i love all sorts of music, it is eclectic, metal is in my dna. ?
I am convinced I sound good enough for what despicable and filthy guitar riiffs that I imagine would sound absofu*kinglutely perfect for what music is in me, so to distill what has been described in this here text that we might well be guided by what unseen forces that dictate an individual consider what the saying that is often uttered by people that are equipped with an ability to understand in some way that could most certainly be explained in a simpler way, but I feel for reasons unbeknownst to me that I need to consciously encourage myself what I feel I need to convey in an abstract way, as the right person will join me in my metal endeavour to greatness.
Wtf did I just write? fu*k me, i zoned out and exited the stratosphere and I’ve read it back to myself and even i don’t fully understand what I was trying to convey there. But it made me laugh so you know what, I’m not even going to delete that waffle in the hope that I will one day understand what was what I intended what I at the time considered was perfectly simple and made sense to that with the eyes to see it, you might well asking yourself currently what I mean by my it, but the only way I can currently determine is rather odd but the best way to understand the message, people of the world, and what web of words and weird and utterly wonderful cluster fu*k of food for thought for us to find ourself entrained by the internet of chaff and wheat that’s patiently waiting to be discovered in what us humans have created and what truths and lies are inevitably awaiting to be deciphered by whomever feels compelled to entertain what information they quite astoundingly are believed by those that are in the vast majority of godless sacks of bones and meat that are among us, I can confirm that what chemical vices i pursue and the consequences of such efforts have temporarily given me the genuine gift of autism, I’m aware this confession will put some people off obviously being aware of what damage drugs do to society in general, and I respect and understand that my honesty will turn people away, but I hope not the right people that want to make metal great again, but I also feel it right for me to state that what habits i have will not overtake my modus operandi and I respect myself, knowing what stigma is attached to what demographic i might find myself to be part of, I will say this, my pain has shaped me and improves and inspires what goals i aim for and I’ve made the best of it for the most part, but I do sometimes understand that they are (perhaps unfortunately) what I need as a crutch sometimes, it will come across as a rather particularly deep and unnecessary effort for me to give so much random and honest information about myself away for whomever shall find themselves reading what jumble of words I’ve seen fit to be the best way to describe what importance of myself I feel it is a certainty of sorts for my effort of my absolute and unshakeably confidence i posses in knowing that it will at some point in time, on this giant wet rock that I’m great full has an abundance of anything to have conditions enough that our privilege of life, mind and body we find ourselves existing and experiencing whatever meaning the powers that be see fit for you to find for the benefit of evolving our knowledge of true meaning we aren’t often aware of taking what benefits at to be required to help us understand true meaning and I know it’s going to attract the right person who will help bring in to existence an absolute new and epic desire that I know will help me help them help us make fu*king sick metal that is needed because there is a generation that needs to hear what music will remind them to hear see and feel new things concepts ideas and songs they will benefit hugely from what inspiration and energy i know i can assist and take part in something so unexpectedly great and unforeseen great, true and utterly disgusting ideas i absolutely need to share as I’m convinced it will be a great shame and regret not to pursue this fire i need to share, anger can be positive and I will start a spiritual fire in the people that need it in their life, I’m determined

Screen name:: richard474966
Member since:: Dec 09 2025; Active within 1 week
Level of commitment:: Very Committed
Years playing music:: 4
Available to gig:: 6-7 nights a week

Influences

I feel confident that the most meaningful way i could explain what compelling forces have shaped, driven and influenced my tastes and self would take an essay of abstract waffle for you - the reader; To understand what has influenced myself, i love Metallica, tourniquet, diamond head, prodigy, ludovici Einaudi, Hans zimmer, Adele , slip knot and more than i feel is necessary for myself to continue typing for you to feel what vibe (for want of a better term) that I feel is for the right person to resonate with, but to finish my rather odd way to relay a seemingly simple answer then usually expected, I’m certain this is however imperative